Thursday, May 19, 2011

The ABC's


The last 3 weeks have been hard. Losing Killer has really thrown me for a loop emotionally, and I'm stuck in a place I don't want to be. A sad place. An angry place.

The ABC's of me lately are:

A = anxious
B = bitter
C = crabby
D= defeated

about as far as E = effervescent and F = fun as it can get. I know this. I realize it's a problem, but...

It's silly, really, because I have so much in my life to be grateful for. I just can't seem to "see" it right now. I'm working on getting a better grip on things, but I can't seem to dredge up anything worth blogging about in the meantime. Until then, blue skies.