Hanging out in limbo

To quest or not to quest? Who the heck knows?

That's a question we just don't know the answer to. We've got no news. None. Still. Nothin' from the embassy. Nothing from the Ministry of Families. Nothing from the lawyer. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing.

So we continue to be in limbo about whether or not anything will happen on the adoption front before our paperwork expires in the first few days of May.

I was so looking forward to starting this year "fresh" and informed. Knowing something about what life would hold, what direction our lives would move now. While this was not a resolution, more a fervent wish, I did so hope it would be a reality. Well, it's coming on the end of January and we've got bupkiss. Squat. Nada. Dare I say that reality sucks?

So we go into 2010 in limbo. Just like we did in 2009, 2008, and 2007. Feeling like life is on hold, and my heart breaks a little for all that could have been these last few years.